Trilby closed the door as she walked into the room. She went
straight to a rocking chair near the fire. Her grandmother had sat in that
chair. When she’d sat, Trilby took a deep breath, relieved to be able to sit.
Twig, watching her, superimposed another scene on her. A woman in that chair,
in that dress, with that hair, sitting with her fingers wound together, staring
out the window. The light in the memory had the dim of midnight moonlight.
Noticing Twig’s gaze on her, Trilby smiled. “Would you be so
kind as to bring me a cup of tea?” she said. “This is hers,”
Trilby’s mother gestured at a cup of tea already prepared. Twig took the tea up
in both his hands, the corpse-white skin of them exposed to sight. He’d taken
off the black leather gloves he’d been wearing which had belonged to the Holy
Assassin. He’d gotten all of his clothes from the Holy Assassin. The Assassin
had stopped needing them.
“Are you a monk? Is that where you’ve been all this time?”
Trilby asked. It was a reasonable question to ask. He wore the black leather,
covered in mismatched buckles, and the voluminous black cloak that belonged to
the Holy Assassins, the Acolytes of Ferryman. The Holy Assassins had been one
of the most common and respected religious monastic orders since times of
legend. Although no two Holy Assassins wore exactly the same black leather suit
the cloak and the overall impression was common enough that they were easily
recognized wherever they went. They had been taken from a Holy Assassin a few
days earlier. Twig had no clothes of his own to wear. He had needed the
clothes. The Assassin no longer needed them anyway.
The sleeves of the leather shirt covered parts of the backs
of his hands. The ends were soft and suede with age. As he handed Trilby her
tea he saw on one of the sleeves a brown bloodstain, hardly visible on the
black leather. He knew it was fresh. Looking up at her face he saw that Trilby
had her eyes on his, like the well-bred lady he was glad to see she was. He
looked at people’s hands.
When she had taken her tea from him Twig took his hands away
hastily. He held the hem of the cloak sleeves to hide his hands and the
bloodstains.
“No. I am not a Holy Assassin,” Twig said, turning from
Trilby.
“Where have you been, then?” Trilby asked.
“I do not know,” Twig said. “I believe have been asleep.”
“Asleep for forty years?” Trilby said, her eyebrows rising
in surprise.
“If it has been forty years since I left then I have been
asleep for forty years.”
“You don’t know where?”
Twig shook his head. He knew nothing about it. On the day he
and the rest of the Zombie Corps graduated from boot camp—Camp Dradel far in
the north, the only Zombie Corps boot camp in the world--they had gathered for
parade in one of the warehouses. After a speech from Geving, the mastermind
behind the Zombie Corps project, Twig remembered a bitter smell. He remembered
watching his comrades fall down around him while his body went limp. There had
followed rushing, noisome dreams, with no reason in them and no rest to be had.
Dreams that, apparently, had lasted for forty years.
He had then awakened in a blizzard, two days earlier. He
survived in the blizzard. He did not know how, because he had awakened naked,
at the base of a cliff. For hours after that he wandered until he felt some
warmth in the distance. It turned out to be a fire and four men—four Holy
Assassins.
The Holy Assassins were allies of the Zombie Corps—the
Ferryman, the god of death and the lord to which the Holy Assassins swore
allegiance, had been the god who had blessed the Zombie Corps as well.
Holy Assassins never
yield except to their lord and master, Death himself. Their methods were diverse and their training
intense. The Zombies stole many of the techniques used by the Holy Assassins.
Twig knew their methods. He knew when he snuck up on them that, if he saw four
at camp, at least three others concealed themselves in the forest nearby to
keep watch on the camp. They caught sight of him, which he had supposed would
not matter. They were allies, and he supposed that making himself visible would
save him.
It did not. He heard
whistles from the Holy Assassins on watch and the Assassins in camp disappeared
in a cloud from smoke pellets, their fire extinguished. It was what they would
do if they saw an enemy approach. Rather than wait and be forced to defend
himself in the confusion he ran away. That ought to have been enough. The Holy
Assassins hunted high profile targets—princes and warlords. As a foot soldier,
Twig knew of no reason to attract their attention.
But they pursued him.
For the rest of the night and through the next day the Holy Assassins hunted
him unshakably through the hills. When he thought he had evaded them two would
appear in his path, practically tripping him. When he had found a hiding place
he would hear their whistles, signaling to the others that they had found
Twig’s trail, and he would be on the move again. For hours he stayed only
barely ahead of them. Then he decided to let them catch him. He had announced
his identity. From the honesty in their open faces, he knew the recognized his
name, the name of the Zombie Corps. They wanted him, and dead. They never took
hostages.
Holy Assassins never
yield except to Death himself.
“I woke not far from
here,” Twig said to Trilby. He considered making some lie about how he had
obtained the Holy Assassin clothes—say something clean and comforting, like
that they had been given to him or that he had found them somewhere. He could
not bring himself to say anything of the kind. Instead he merely looked at
Trilby, his expression completely blank, and hoped she’d stop asking questions.
Somehow he preferred hiding that seven Assassins were laying on a wide stone
atop a hill, their bones to be picked clean by birds and animals. It was an old
tradition sometimes used by his family. Lords of Lithnmark had often been left
exposed, their flesh contributing to the continuation of things and then their
bones buried in the family cairn. It was the most respectful way that he could
leave the bodies of the Assassins in the time he had.
“And you chose to come
straight to my home?” Trilby’s mother said, her tone harsh. Twig turned to meet
her annoyed gaze.
“Mother, you haven’t
introduced yourself to our guest,” Trilby said.
“He may call me Widow
Lockwood,” she said. Widow Lockwood—an old woman’s name—the name of a
matriarch. Twig heard a whole story in that name, but a story without any
middle. A childhood with an incomplete family during a cold war, then a man who
came in and out of the story, leaving his name and his daughter behind. Twig
played no part in it. The knowledge of it was too much to feel.
“Why have you come
here?” Widow Lockwood asked. “Did you expect to find anything here? Anything at
all?”
Twig had nothing to
say. The moment stretched. Trilby rocked her chair slowly.
“You remain silent,”
Widow Lockwood said. Her mouth curled, between a sneer and a grimace. “You are
here, forty years wrong, here at all, and you remain silent.” Twig scratched
his cheek and averted his eyes from hers; cold and sharp as they were he wished
to avoid them. “Gods in hell, you’re an ass,” she said, quiet but her voice
cracked. “Say something. I need something from you—lords of chaos and stillness,”
she swore, “I need something from you.”
After these
revelations, all he could think that remained was the War. The Covenant Army
was disbanded, Widow Lockwood had said. The Zombie Corps was missing. He had
come back to this house because he wanted to know his family. But they were
gone.
All that remained was
the War.
“The War,” he began.
She interrupted him.
“The War is over,” she
said. “It has been over for more than a decade. The wrong side won. The wrong
side always wins.”
Twig wondered which
side she had taken. He had no reason to think it had been his. There it was.
The War had ended. He missed it. His training had been for nothing. The mess of
a war that had so upset the fabrics of reality had come to some conclusion. It
had been a wretched, twisted affair. People had rarely known who their allies
were one day or who would die the next. It had been a bad time. And entirely
without his aid, it had come to some conclusion or other.
A profound simplicity rose in him. Not a peaceful simplicity—he felt malcontent
and ill at ease, as if he stood fastened to a rock on the coast and a hurricane
had just breached the horizon. Still, with no lords to look to for orders and
no war to join he could only feel simple.
He misliked the
feeling—too pointless.
“I am sorry,” he said.
“For which part?”
Widow Lockwood said. She stared at him, and he stared right back. She flinched
first.
“I wish you would
leave,” she said, her voice dropping and her eyes roving away from Twig. “You
are not part of this place.” Twig stared at her cheek, not certain how to
proceed.
“I will leave,” he
said.
“Not immediately, of
course,” Trilby protested. “We can’t throw him out on his ear. He must at least
stay the night.”
“No. I will leave
now,” Twig said. It was better if he left immediately. He could tell that.
Widow Lockwood’s jaw clenched and her hand tightened on the wooden locket she
had been fiddling with. Twig had sat for the image in the locket with Trilby’s
grandmother. His hair and skin had been colored then, rather than black hair,
wild around his white face.
“You’re sure?” Trilby
said.
Twig nodded.
“But,” Trilby started.
Widow Lockwood interrupted.
“Trilby, take him
outside. He can have a horse, if any will carry him,” Widow Lockwood said,
looking out the window. Trilby looked to her mother, seeming to decide whether
any argument could be made. The set expression on Widow Lockwood’s faced, so
limned in growing morning light from the window, denied contradiction.
Though she frowned
while she did it, Trilby pushed herself up from her rocking chair and went
toward the door. Twig followed.
Through the corner of his eye he watched Widow Lockwood open the wooden locket. She touched the carved image inside with the tips of her fingers.
Through the corner of his eye he watched Widow Lockwood open the wooden locket. She touched the carved image inside with the tips of her fingers.
Continued on December 1...
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